...Why I Blog...

" You will have significant experiences. I hope you will write them down and keep a record of them, that you will read them from time to time and refresh your memory of those meaningful and significant things. Some may be funny. Some may be significant only to you. Some of them may be sacred and quietly beautiful. Some may build one upon another until they represent a lifetime of special experiences."

-Gordon B. Hinckley

Sunday, February 28, 2010

T-Minus 55 Minutes

In exactly 55 minutes from when I began writing this post my birthday will be here and I will no longer be a teenager.  Am I still kind of freaked out by it and actually having major issues with it?  Yes I am.  That is why I just indulged myself in the deep-fried goodness that is Apple Fritters which Meg and I randomly decided to practically invent and then make...yes they were delicious, yes I now feel like I could puke, and no I kind of have no regrets about the fresh whipped cream either...

Oh well...here goes nothin 20's!

Thursday, February 25, 2010

FYI

So, not that you are wondering or care in any manner, but my DSL connection is out AGAIN (it has seriously gone out at least 5 times in the past month, and my internet provider doesn't seem to care.  Needless to say, they are VERY close to losing a client...) and in my stupidity I decided to try and check out everyone's blogs using the old ghetto dial-up connection that for some reason my father still pays the $10 a month for...(go figure that we were some of the last people on the planet to upgrade to DSL because it would be "too expensive" but here we are after the fact STILL paying for the original internet connection...I've never understood him.  Oh well, love him anyway!)  In short, it was truly an awful idea that has been nothing short of completely frustrating.  Something that I anticipated would take me about two seconds has literally occupied almost a half-hour...in one word, RIDICULOUS.

On a happier note, (I really am trying to be more positive!) lunch today with Em was good, even though I didn't need the extra calories or the extra expense.  ;)  I also enjoyed helping Fa'ah jazz up her blog this afternoon, and then getting a MUCH needed haircut.  It has been a pretty good day.  :)

4 More Days..... :(

So I realized just about ten minutes ago while having one of those "deep friend" conversations with Fa'ah that I turn 20 years old in less than four more days.  4 days. People, do you understand what this means!?  I'M OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  :(  I seriously almost started to cry when it hit me.  I don't know why, but turning 20 is seriously feeling almost like a midlife crisis of sorts, and I don't know.  I think it possibly has to do with the fact that I always thought I would be on a mission at 19 and home by 21 and here I am at what should be the hump day of my mission and I haven't even left yet...

Two words...life sucks. 




Or does it?  I have decided that life is what you make it; if I choose to be happy, than invariably I will be happy, but if I don't conciously choose happiness then I am actually choosing to be unhappy and remain stagnant in my personal development.  So, even though I am really struggling with this whole 20 years of age thing, here is my goal for my 20's: to accept myself for who I am and to be happy.  I will make myself a better person not because I hate the person I am now, but because I am hopeful for what I can become.  Love is the key here, I must love myself in order to embody positive personal change in my life, and this is something I will do.  Like an "ugly duckling", I will unleash the power within myself to become something great.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

...One Month...

So I figured that this probably deserved its own post...:)


Today is my one month anniversary with Em, and I couldn't be happier! It has been a great month, and I can only hope for many more just like it! Thank you Em for being everything you are!


Saturday, February 20, 2010

Yikes!

Has it really already been 12 days since I last posted!? Time really flies when you're having fun, nope, scratch that, when you're BUSY OUT OF YOUR EVERLOVING MIND!!!!!!!! Oh well, that must be how I like it...right?

So after a semester (Fall 2009) in which I made NO move toward my major or my goals in life (although I did finish the general ed courses for my associates, and did graduate from the junior college) I am now enrolled in a major-productive, goal-oriented semester at the junior college. (Why am I at a junior college still after having completed my Associates? Well, I did promise this story in my previous post, so here goes...)

After what could possibly be categorized as a midlife crisis in early May (if you know what I'm talking about, good on you, if you don't, I'm sorry but maybe I'll share in the future...haha) I spent most of the summer rebelling against all that had been the main staple in my life. I then registered for a semester of school essentially just to have something to do, and can honestly say that I didn't have to work at it at all. The 4.0 that semester really means nothing, because I essentially put forth zero effort for it. I decided to apply for graduation in December just to break with traditions (another evidence of my continued realization that I am in fact a rebel...) and really don't have any regrets. There are, however, a semester and a half worth of pre-requisites for my major and medical school offered at the junior college that I really feel (and God apparently feels too) I should take there. Needless to say, this semester I am taking Human Physiology and Human Anatomy, each with their corresponding labs.

Before Christmas, I decided to audition for the JC's production of 1776, and was cast in the role of Robert Livingston, representative from New York. The first portion of my semester was completely crazy trying to do school, ambassadors, work, and this play. It was way fun though, and I really enjoyed getting to know the people in the Theatre Department that I otherwise would not have become aquainted with. I had some pretty legit hair, in this play, which I unfortunately don't have a decent picture of. But here is a photo of me and some fellow cast members. It was seriously so much fun though, but I was so glad for it to be over, and for me to get my life back, only I apparently DO NOT learn from my mistakes, and soon found myself auditioning for the next show, William Shakespeare's Measure for Measure. I received the part of Lord Escalus, for which I'm kind of happy, it's not huge nor tiny, and all in all will require less rehearsal time than 1776 did. Luckily, I have the best boss ever at Winger's who is so totally willing to work with my schedule, and try as I might won't let me quit (thank you KG!)

Even with my hectic schedule, I have still managed to be able to squeeze in a couple of shifts a week at work, and thankfully working as a server is actually very well compensated through tips, so I always have money...however, I have this problem where the money doesn't seem to stick around very long. In the past month, I have gone to two plays in SLC which has not been good for my pocket book.
There is normally a rule in the Theatre Department that as you approach the "run" of a show and during the run that everyone is on "Collegetown Arrest" and can't leave town in case someone were to be killed or injured during travel (that's what they tell us anyway, but I'm not completely convinced...haha). However, during the run of 1776, Broadway Across America brought Avenue Q to SLC, and we were allowed by the director to break the arrest policy and take a school van to go see the show. It was such a blast! The show was much dirtier than I was expecting, but it was SOOO hilarious, and I loved it. On our way home we stopped by fye, and as usually I spent way too much money on CD's and movies that I don't need...dangit...[And no, I'm not pictured in the photo, because I was the one taking the pics... :( ]

Then, just yesterday I was able to go SLC again for the Pinnacle Acting Company's production of The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee which again turned out to be much dirtier than I expected, but that I loved!!! I was able to go with my good friends V2, Fa'ah, and Em (okay, so the last one is more than good friend...haha), for Fa'ah's birthday. We had dinner at the Olive Garden (one of my favorites!) before hand, and had a good time talking on the drive between SLC and hometown. It turned out to be a way fun weekend!

Anyway, sorry it has been ten days...oops! I will try to be more prompt from now on. :)

I actually think this blog thing is growing on me..... crazy...

Monday, February 8, 2010

Well...Here Goes Nothing...

Well, here I am...blogging...I never thought I would be a blogger, but my friend, the other KW [I will attempt as much as possible to not use peeps first names in my posts. :) ] got me somewhat interested in it a couple of months back, and the other day as I was reading hers and marveling at how nice it is to be able to keep up with what is going on in her life I decided to start one, albeit begrudgingly. Haha.

Anyway, I'm a sophomore (kind of...it's a story, one that will require a further post) at a junior college in the hometown...approximately 3000 students, and I LOVE IT! I'm an Ambassador for the college, and love getting to meet new people. I'm a Biochemistry major who wants to go to medical school eventually and become an Orthopedic Surgeon empasizing in Sports Medicine. I love the performing arts, and am in Chamber Choir, Wind Symphony, and the occasional play (currently 1776)...it is fun, and I enjoy myself. I am a chill guy who loves to just hang out but also go on the occasional adventure! :) I'm the oldest of three children, 2 boys, 1 girl. Sister is the middle child and she has special needs, and Brother is the youngest, 11, and a handful! I love them both however. :)

Human Physiology lecture begins in t-minus 12 minutes, so I will have to finish later...